gabsx33 @ 2008-01-11T22:47:00

2008-01-12T03:51:39Z

I have a new thinspiration.
Basically, I just wanna look as good as my best friend, Laur, when we go to hang out with people. Specially when I go up to Yale with our friend Jim and his whole sports team, which is in February.

I weigh 127.5 and I wanna get down to 102.
And I know that can't happen in a month unless I just get rid of a body part of some sort.
So I feel like if I got down to about 118 by the end of January, I'd be pretty happy.
And then by the end of February, ATLEAST 110lbs. My ultimate goal would to get down to 107 by then, but that's kinda too optimistic. There's only so much I can do in two months. Lol.

I'm gonna start exercising again tomorrow and HARDCORE dieting. I feel so gross eating junk food. So, I'm gonna eat good food that doesn't make me fat or feel nasty.

<3

gabsx33 @ 2007-11-23T14:18:00

2007-11-23T19:18:53Z

Hi everyone! My name is Gab. =]] I'm new here... I'm really happy that I have found people who understand me...

I guess I should tell you about me... So here's a little bit about myself:

- I've been anorexic for about a year and a half now. It's a way for me to stay in control of my life and control my stress... My best friend was anorexic but now she hates that I am this way. I really don't have anyone to talk to about this... All of my friends freak out at me when I say anything about it.

- I usually only eat about 700 calories a day.. But I love to run A LOT so I usually run off about 500 calories in total.

- I'm extremely little... so I could weigh about 110 and look soo fat.. It sucks a lot.

- I'm 15 & I'm 4'10"

-HW: 140
-CW: 125
-LW: 110
-Goal Weight / Size: about 100lbs or 105lbs. Or to fit into jeans that are a size 2 or smaller..